Do you love God?

God has given me a message to share about faith. On 5/20 he showed be an assembly line where someone was pushing a button and a nice neatly wrapped present with a bow came out. Every time the button was pressed a new gift would come out exactly like the last wrapped perfectly with a perfect bow on top. God was saying that some people believe that faith is easy. You push a button and you have insta-faith! It was like all you had to do was push that button and very easily & quickly you had faith. It's not always as pretty as a present with a pretty bow. A true relationship with God may not always be easy. Many people believe wrongly that all you have to do is go to church and be a good person and that's it and you have your nice neat present with a pretty little bow.

This is not how it works though. Having a relationship with Y'hovah is not the equivalent of putting on your Sunday best going to church, thinking your acting like a good person, praying sometimes at night but forgetting about Y'hovah during the day, and praying to the Lord when things get rough but no communication when things are going great. That is not the type of relationship Y'hovah wants with his people. He created us. He wants to have a real relationship with his people each and every one of us. I think of my relationship with Y'hovah as a marriage. The Lord wants you to know him and have a very personal relationship with him. When you were dating or getting to know your spouse, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend etc did you ever go days without speaking to them intentionally? Did you ever only speak to them briefly at night before you went to sleep? Did you ever only call them when times were rough and then only plead and demand for help? No you didn't because if you did you would not have had a relationship with them! The very same rules apply with God. How can you expect him to have show himself to you, to be present in your life if you are not open to him? If you do not attempt to have a relationship with him? You have to take that first step towards Y'hovah and trust me he will make a giant leap towards you.

Take a look at John 14:21

"He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and manifest Myself to him.” John 14:21

Look at that verse; it plainly says he that LOVES me will be LOVED by me. It doesn't say he that KNOWS me. It doesn't say he that PRAYS sometimes. It says he that LOVES me. You cannot love our Father in heaven without knowing him and you cannot know him if you don't talk to him every day. You have to speak to Y'hovah every day. I talk to him like I talk to my husband. Anytime something is on my mind or I have a question whatever it may be I speak to Y'hovah, if I need guidance I will pray. But I also do not only just pray or speak to him when I need help. I have time set aside every day for God. Just like I am sure all of you have time everyday with your spouse you should also have time everyday for God!  Like the verse says above love him and you be loved by my Father & he will manifest himself to you. Do you understand what that means? Let's just take a look at the definition of manifest really quickly.

Verb (used with object)

3. to make clear or evident to the eye or the understanding; show plainly: He manifested his approval with a hearty laugh.

4. to prove; put beyond doubt or question: The evidence manifests the guilt of the defendant.

5. to record in a ship's manifest.

So let's see God will make clear or evident to the eye. Or God will put beyond doubt or question. Wow that sounds pretty amazing to me! God will show himself to me and manifest himself to me if I keep his commandments and LOVE him. It sounds so simple but yet so many people get it so wrong. Listen to this song please and listen to the lyrics. God put this song on my heart the day after he showed me the assembly line and it totally fits with this message. It's Jason Gray, more like falling in Love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rzOdXJu5UA

I want to share a quote from a book I read. It's called Experiencing God by Henry T. Blackaby & Claude V. King. The book is amazing and totally helped me develop my relationship with God and to grow. But here is the quote.

"Many can say they obey God, serve God, worship God, & Fear God, but few can say "I love you God with all my Heart".".

That is such a powerful statement I got goose bumps the first time I read that. God brought it back to mind for this message because it is so true. God wants YOU to love him with all your heart. Can you say that you LOVE him? Because he wants to LOVE you & he wants to manifest himself in your life. 

God doesn't want you to live the illusion of faith with the neatly wrapped present and pretty bow. Which doesn't mean life is always going to be easy and it won't be perfect but God will be present each and every step of the way if you let him. Let go of the restraints that are holding you back and let God into your life, Let God control your life! God wants to have a real relationship with you. Does that mean you have to be perfect? Nope we are all far from it.

"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" Romans 3:23

Y'hovah knows we are not perfect and he doesn't expect any of us to be perfect that is why he sent his only son Jesus, Yeshua, to earth to die for our sins. He did this so we can ask for forgiveness and be forgiven of our sins. Listen to this song by Jason Gray, I am new

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-w6YG2NZguc

Y'hovah will make you new. Do not allow yourself to held back or followed around by past regrets, past shame, or past sins! Because God forgives you then you must also forgive yourself. Do not let the enemy convince you are not worthy of God's unconditional LOVE because of anything in your past. God forgives all sin.

"As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us" Psalms 103:12

I don't know about you but as far as the east is from the west sounds extremely far to me and that is how far Y'hovah will remove your sins from you when you genuinely ask him too. Break free from the chains that are binding you and keeping you from God. He is waiting for you!

Here are a few more scriptures on how much God wants to LOVE you and how he wants you to LOVE him.

Deuteronomy 30:19-20

John 3:16

Romans 8:35, 37, 39

1 John 4:9-10, 19

Something that is very important is that to get to know the Lord is by reading your bible along with the prayer I mentioned earlier. You can't get to know him if you don't know his story!! Read the bible and get to know the Lord for yourself. Do not just take my word for it or only listen to what I am saying. Do not just listen to people on YouTube and take it as the truth. Do not only listen to your Pastor, Minster, Bishop, Preacher, etc if you have one and take what they tell you as pure truth. I am not saying they are wrong but they could be and if they could be shouldn't you be searching the truth for yourself? Pick up the bible, seek God, and seek the truth for yourself. Pray that God will reveal himself to you. 

My question to you before I go is Do you have a love relationship with God? Can you say love him with all your heart? If not maybe it's time to revaluate that relationship!

I will be posting my very personal testimony very soon to show how God has worked in my life! Also because of the status of the times we are living in today I will be posting the message below at the bottom of every Blog in the hopes of reaching as many people as possible. Thank you!!

Accept Jesus now by saying the prayer below from your heart. Confess it with your mouth! You must sincerely mean it, and you have to do your best not to go back to a life of sin! This is very serious and there are grave dangers involved in living a life of sin. God made us all and he wants to love us all! Praise God for your decision to come to accept Jesus into your heart. Below is a prayer you can say to ask God into your life and into your heart right now. These are not the only words that can be spoken they are only a suggestion. If you want to add more, then add more, if there are things you want to change, then change them. God asks that you admit you have sinned and repent (ask for forgiveness) of those sins, tell him you believe in him, believe that he sent his one and only son to die for us so that we may have forgiveness, and ask him into your heart and to direct your life! Look at John 1:1 & 14, Romans 3:10, Titus 3:5-7, Mathew 25:47, Romans 5:8, Romans, 10:9-10,  Corinthians 15, Ephesians 2:8 for more direction to salvation. 

“Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.”

URGENT warning for Chicago

"And the word of Y'Hovah came unto me saying 2. Son of man, set your face forward towards the mountains of Israel, and prophesy against them. 3. And say , Ye mountains of Israel, hear the word of Adonai  Y'Hovah. : Thus says Adonai  Y'Hovah to the mountains and to the hills, to the rivers and to the valleys; Behold, I, even I, will bring a sword upon you, and I will destroy your high places."  Ezekiel 6 : 1-3

On 5/9, as I was praying, God showed me a vision and it was a very hard vision for me to receive. I continued praying about the dream right after wards. I was also very close to tears because of how personal this vision is for me. I grew up 15 minutes outside of downtown and I have many memories of the city. I also have a lot of friends and family that live in the city too.  I asked for confirmation from the Lord for 3 times, that is how certain I wanted to be that this vision was of Chicago. The dream started out with me on Lake Shore dr. I was on the sidewalk just before the road curves to the right to go towards Navy Pier.  This is one of my favorite places in Chicago simply because I have so many memories there. So I am not saying the contents of this vision will happen in this area but I do believe God showed me this spot because it was familiar to me, this how God speaks to me personally and its going to be different for everyone but this is the method he uses for me. I was standing there looking around and it seemed to be a nice day out. I looked up to the sky, it was bright blue, and there were large white clouds. I had the sense that it was a nice day out and there were a lot of people out and about. I was also kind of close to the base of a tall office building. I could not tell exactly which one and I will not make a guess but it was a tall skyscraper in Chicago. When I was looking up at the sky, I was looking up past the building to the sky.  The scene changed after only a few seconds of looking at the sky, the building I was standing in front of I was now above and watching what was happening down below and towards the base of the building there a large very dark cloud of soot, dust, debris and within the cloud I could see something violent was happening. There were flames or a fire, something was going on under the cloud and it would kind of peek out under the grey. I could see some deep red colors, orange. It seemed like a bomb went off or there was a large fire. I am not sure exactly what was going on but I know it was bad. It also seemed like maybe 1 or 2 of the floors had collapsed down onto each other.  I was so scared after I saw it I actually gasped. As I was praying about confirmation for the vision being about Chicago God gave me four words, Death, Darkness, Destruction, & Fire and he said they are all coming to Chicago. I cried because it saddens me to know how many people are going to lose their life and there is nothing I can do but warn people & share the word of God. SO PLEASE if you read this and you know someone in or around the city of Chicago please share this with them. PLEASE.

I have been praying about this and I never ask God for dates because he doesn't give dates I've never once had a dream or vision that had a date attached to it. But I was praying for a date on this to give people more of a warning of when to stay out of the city.

Then last night 5/14, I had another vision and I was up in the sky and I was looking down at that same building. This time it looked like a bomb went off very quickly compared to the other dreams those were in slow motion and this was in high speed. I saw a bomb or something blow out a lower level floor on the building and when it did a large ring of dust/soot came out from the bottom of the building in the shape of a circle and it was very quick when it happen and almost instantly after that floors started collapsing, the building started collapsing. I asked God for confirmation again if that was the same building and in Chicago and again he said yes so I felt like I needed to post this now and not wait for any word on a date just put it up.

While I have not received a date from the Lord and I honestly probably will not get a date but the general feeling I have is that this may take place this upcoming weekend during the NATO Conference. It runs from 5/20-21. Ever since I found out about the NATO conference being held in Chicago I had a feeling (and sometimes those "feelings" come from God) that something bad may happen that weekend and I think what God has shown me may come to pass sometime during that conference. This is my personal opinion and just a feeling I am getting about what may happen. I do not have any confirmation on what date this will happen. I know it's soon and I know this message is urgent. So please pray for anyone you know in Chicago, maybe keep them out of the city during the conference. Talk to them about the Lord open a discussion about God. Show them this blog tell them to email me I will talk to anyone.

God wants to have your attention! He is calling to you! Will you answer his call?


***Update*** As I was reading my blog literally just now the Lord just reminded me of something he showed me 2 nights ago on 5/13. I saw what looked like a hammer falling from the sky but when I looked more closely it was a gavel and it was falling rapidly from the sky and I watched it crash down into Earth. I asked God right away what does that mean? Is that from you? His response was very clear, He said that it represents his Judgements falling down upon the earth. I really felt God wanted me to add this into this post. It's time to pray people!!

I am now posting videos on youtube as God leads me. This blog was my first video in an effort to get the word out about this. Thank you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrTgv6HF1w8